Gunna sound really mardy & arrogant but I’m actually kinda upset & angry that I didn’t get the job, first interview I’ve ever had where I’ve not been accepted & idk, like I guess I just loved that 100% record. Also I looked mint that day & I felt the interview was cool & I just didn’t expect rejection.
Feel like fucking death,
I can’t wait to spend the summer watching your skin glow in the golden rays
Need to fill out these forms for this interview but all I can think about is sex & it’s distracting
I can’t tell if I’m distancing myself from my friends or if they’re getting clingy, I just like need to take steps to securing the future I want & I need alone time. In fact I just need alone time in general, time to unwind & destress, or even time with a female, I literally don’t remember the last time I spent time with a girl, I think I need to impress on my friends how important it is for me to have my own space.