I need to stop talking & start doing, I need inspiration. I need to look at what I don’t want my life to be & start making choices to do that. I need to put myself first more, I can’t live to accommodate my friend’s wishes. I think I know the only way I’m gunna sort myself out. It’s just doing it now. I need to stop letting people being me to their level.
Talking about kissing is cool.
In fact no, fuck that, just kiss me already
'Are you on drugs' No but I wish I was
All my friends have only just left but already I’m feeling lonely. Living alone isn’t meant for socialites like me.
I love my friends but I wonder if some of them love me the same?
I don’t think they realise how much I put myself out for them. I need to focus on my own future, my life’s becoming an embarrassment.
It was worth the wait.
Still drunk, still horny.